I need a kick in the ass to get going : loseit
F/25/five’1″ Hey y’all! So longish tale right here. A pair years in the past I noticed myself in the replicate and used to be disgusted. So, the subsequent day I began making a trade. Within 6 months I misplaced 60 kilos. I simply made higher meals alternatives and saved monitor of all my energy on my Lose It app. I did nice and felt nice. Honestly, I wanted to lose much more weight however I used to be happy with my frame and I simply became 21 and I sought after to drink. So much. Haha.
Well, I now have a 1 and a part yr previous daughter. While I used to be pregnant I won all that weight again after which some. I havent misplaced anything else since having my daughter. I in fact won and I’ve by no means been so giant in my existence. I am disgusted with myself. I hate myself for letting this occur once more. I hate the whole thing about me. Yet, I’m discovering the motivation to be nonexistent. I in point of fact in point of fact wanna glance excellent once more. I wanna really feel excellent once more. And, I know its dumb, however I need to get my revenge frame(daughters father moved out about a month in the past). I wanna get so scorching and make him feel sorry about the whole thing after which nonetheless no longer take him again if he tries. I really feel like I’m gonna be on my own without end. Single, fats, mother who isn’t gonna get a date. Sounds like a b film.
Last time I weighed myself I used to be 234 kilos. I’m five foot 1 inch. 234! What?! I’m a cow. Please assist me out! I need motivation, affordable meal concepts(I’m deficient as fuck. Just me and my child now and I simplest paintings section time as a result of loss of babysitters), guidelines, simple at house workout concepts, and many others. Anything. Please. I’m begging. I’m unwell of having a look like a busted can of biscuits. 😭